Monday, June 28, 2010

happy awesome day!

i used to said "someday i'll found my happiness..." or "one day i'll stopped being sad..." or " someday... someday i will finally feel fine again..." to feel a little positive.
i used to said "one day waking up is not hard anymore".
but i never knew that "someday" is today.
actually it was yesterday since today is already 29th and no longer 28th cos it's already 12.21 ...

first of all, happy birthday to me.


and for some one who dislike birthday so much, this year kinda' different cos i actually feel okay with my birthday.
usually i feel anxious when it comes to my birthday. well, i do freaking out little bit about the big two-o, but beside that i feel fine... maybe being twenty is not that bad after all...
and this year, finally, for the first time after 8 years i didn't shed a tears, not even a single tear. Big thing!!
and on top of that i woke up without the pains that usually there.
maybe i outgrew all my problems. maybe the pains just finally healed. or maybe, maybe i just don't give a damn rat's ass about it anymore.

how can i put this?
this birthday just perfect.
great family, fabulous friends, perfect presents and bunch of awesome birthday greetings. and the most important thing was i don't have any reason to feel sad.
after too much years being sad and feel miserable, i think i deserve to feel fine... :)

and i think, i have everyone to thank to...
my family, REJECTS, SG, my perfect stranger, agus, and everyone...
now, let's hope this fine feeling will be nice beginning to one nice life.
see? i even sound positive... *well, i think this one is not because my birthday, but either lack of sleep or too depressed because all the final assignments...*
i think sheila was right... i need to sleep...
so catch you friends, followers, readers, and stalkers later...
happy awesome day guys!!

"When i was sad, i just stop being sad and be AWESOME instead. true story. " - Barney Stinson
How I Met Your Mother


Saturday, June 19, 2010

my class is awesome!


this two days was tiring but also so much fun!

jadi alkisah kelas photography gue mau ngadain kelas soal photo studio jadi disusun lah rencana photoshoot yang pada awalnya mau diadain hari selasa kemaren di studio kampus gue. tapi ternyata ngga jadi dan dipindah hari jadi hari sabtu di studio dosen gue di Tebet. ntah gimana ceritanya, rencana itu pun kembali batal dan diputuskanlah hari sabtu ini di smokar (smoking area) kampus gue.
seru nya, dari model, make-up, sampe konsep itu kita yang bikin. dan karena di kampus, kita harus sedia-in backdrop.
awalnya gue sama sekali ngga tertarik masuk tim inti garagara males. tapi jum'at kemaren waktu denger disuruh bikin backdrop dan diminta bantuan, gue pun menawarkan diri buat bantuin si Amang yang ngurusin backdrop (iya gue tau,gue ganjen banget sok nawarin diri)...
dan ternyata keputusan gue kurang tepat karena akhirnya ke-kepo-an gue mau bantu- bantu ini mengantarkan gue pada ngemper-ngemper di pinggir parkiran kampus sama anak- anak kelas gue ngamplas tripleks sampe tangan panas, kelelahan luar biasa setelah seharian hiperaktif karena kekurangan glukosa, naik motor keliling benhil bareng Amang yang bawa motor udah kayak pembalap demi nyari pylox dan cat, tangan celemotan cat, dan rasa sakit hati yang teramat dalam melihat backdrop awal yang gatot marotot (yang untungnya diselamatkan oleh sang bomber pondok indah yang bagaikan pahlawan berkuda putih, si AE) serta pulang macetmacetan soresore naik trans bsd.

mari gue kisahkan dari awal.
Jum'at, 18 Juni 2010.
dengan males gue make-up class org.comm dan psikologi. pas break, erwina ngasi pengumuman kalo tim inti photography mau minta tolong buat dibantuin nyiapin photo shoot buat hari sabtu. dan karena gue tau harus buat backdrop maka gue pun nawarin diri buat nge-bantuin.
selesai kelas jam 12, gue, vicka, uti, tasya, stacia, sama filda ke kantin dengan tujuan nyari makanan manis gara-gara gue udah super kurang waras karena kekurangan glukosa yang mengakibatkan gue suka 'melejit' tiba-tiba dengan gaya jogetnya mas-mas batavia dance. 'melejit' atau yang harus ditulis 'MELEJJJHHHIIIIEEEETTT' disini berarti tiba-tiba dan tanpa aba-aba berdiri, melebarkan tangan, dan berekspresi bagai mas-mas batavia dancer. ngobrol-ngobrol, ketawa-ketawa sampe merencanakan pencurian iPad dari anak batch 13, akhirnya amang sama bimo yang bertugas beli triplex, kayu, cat dan pylox dateng jam setengah 2-an. dan kita pun mulai kerja ngedasar-in tripleks pake cat putih dan di amplas. sekitar jam 3-an setelah triplex selesai dipasang kayu penyangga dan dikasih cat dasar, permasalahan utama muncul, "mau di gambarin apa tu tripleks?"
gue, uti, vicka, amang dan yang lain mulai lah mikirin konsep ide yang ternyata bikin kita butuh banget warna- warna gonjreng mentereng yang akhirnya menyebabkan gue harus ikut pergi sama amang nyari cat padahal gue harus rapat Mr. and Ms. LSPR. tapi setelah ijin, gue akhirnya pergi (baca : keliling benhil naik motor bareng amang yang bawa motor kayak anak balap) buat nyari pylox.
sampe di kampus, gue langsung cabut buat rapat, pas gue balik ke smokar, itu backdrop isinya cuma gambar- gambar abstrak acak adut ntah apaan yang ngga ada konsepnya sama sekali. gue pun lemes seketika.
di tengah ke-depresi-an gue sama amang memutuskan buat berenti bikin dulu dan berencana kembali mutihin semua nya dari awal. akhirnya kita pun minta gamas buat beli-in cat putih sama thiner.
pas saat itu muncul sang penolong, AE, yang kebetulan temen anak kelas gue yang rencana jadi model. AE ini bomber dan kita pun minta tolong dia. melihat keadaan backdrop kelas gue yang sangat amburadul dia pun cuma bisa suruh kita beli cat putih buat diputihin ulang. pas ini gue udah harus pulang...

sabtu, 19 Juni 2010
Jam 10 pagi gue udah di kampus, dan akhirnya ngobrol- ngobrol dan gegosipan dulu sama anak- anak yang udah sampe karena masih belom tau harus mulai kerjain backdrop yang kedua darimana.
backdrop yang kedua lebih simple, kita cuma mau lapisin tripleks nya pake koran item putih.
tapi ya tetep aja ya bokkkk.. itu tripleks segede gitu sih berasa juga ngerjain nya.
sekitar jam 11 an, gue pun mulai waras dan mulai ngajakin amang ngerjain backdrop.
dari awalnya kerja cuma berdua sama amang, terus sama dessen, sampe rame-rame, sampe tiba-tiba gue sendirian, sampe rame lagi, sampe sepi, sampe rame lagi, akhirnya kelar juga tuh backdrop.











padahal sih simple banget cuma nempelin koran di tripleks, tapi ternyata sekitar jam 2-an lewat baru bener-bener selesai setelah 2 kali nge-jeblak ketiup angin yang bikin gue lumayan miris, makan bakso, dan gue hampir nge-jeledak dari atas drum gara- gara naik buat ngebenerin bagian atas backdrop.
dan saya sungguh terimakasih pada dessen, amang, gerry, leo, tasya, filda, marcia, uti, dan ntah siapa lagi yang sudah sangat membatu penempelan si koran.











jam 3 lewat photo shoot nya mulai. ah gue sih cuma nyampah- nyampah doang.
keburu cape setelah naek- naek, jongkok-jongkok bikin backdrop. but it was fun!
jadi yasudahlah, saya agak rela sedikit hari sabtu ini masuk...
dan mungkin semua juga gara-gara anak-anak kelas gue yang emang ajaib dan gendeng semua isinya sampe semua bisa dijadiin becandaan dan ngapain aja jadi seru- seru aja...
so i think,
Advertising 12-1B is kinda' AWESOME *barney stinson tone*...

oya, i will post more picture later as soon as i can...

Saturday, June 12, 2010

mas putri duyung-model iklan sabun-dan presenter gosip

seperti biasa, gue terlalu gatel untuk ngga ikutan ngomongin kasus si abang penyanyi terkenal kita yang baru-baru ini obsesi bintang bokep.
mungkin udah basi banget kali ya? tapi sungguh gue terlalu sibuk belakangan ini untuk buka blog *ini beneran, gue ngga bohong. sungguh*.

oke, bagi yang belom tau ceritanya (ih demi apapun juga ya lo ga gaul abis kalo ngga tau), ceritanya itu si akang yang bernama sama seperti putri duyung dan seorang vokalis band yang namanya sama kayak judul film disney (meski gue merasa band mereka lebih cocok bernama little mermaid since nama vokalisnya si putri duyung berambut merah itu) ini nampaknya obsesi banget jadi bintang bokep makanya dia seolah suka banget rekam- rekam dirinya yang sedang having sex. celaka oh celaka, petaka tak dapat ter elakan, laptop si akang yang nyimpen porofolio dunia per-artis-an bokep nya ini hilang, alhasil beberapa hari yang lalu dunia per-internet-an di hebohkan dengan munculnya video si akang ini lagi having sex sama pacarnya yang juga artis si mbakmbak yang jadi model iklan sabun itu. sungguh sangat menghebohkan meski isi video nya ngga seheboh orang- orang yang nonton karena kualitas gambarnya ya tuhan, jelek bener...

gue yang bangun-bangun baca twitter sempet ngga paham ada apaan dengan si masmas bernama bagai putriduyung ini dengan pacarnya si mbakmbak bintang iklan sabun.. eh baca dibaca, usut di usut ternyata terlah beredar video porno dengan mereka sebagai bintang nya. dengan sangat penasaran, sampe di kampus teryata temen-temen sekelas gue udah asik dan heboh nonton rame- rame *iya, kalian ngga salah baca, temen-temen gue 1 KELAS semuanya ikutan nonton udah kayak nonton layar tancep*.
dan komentar pertama gue setelah nonton video itu adalah : "well, at least you can fully shave your lady business before you recorded your sexual activity darling..."
no, seriously it is kinda disturbing.

eh belom reda nih berita heboh, tibatiba muncul lagi another video tapi kali ini cewenya udah bukan si mbakmbak model iklan sabun, tapi mbakmbak si pembawa acara gosip. setelah nonton, cuma 1 hal yang ada di kepala gue, "bless his pen*s for having so much vajayjay"
no, seriously, dari gossip yang beredar, video yang ada sebenernya total berjumlah 23 (ada juga yang bilang 32) yang artinya that lucky pen*s had have few too many vajayjay...

dan seperti yang sudah bisa diduga, semua orang (when i said semua orang, i mean SEMUA ORANG) sibuk ngomongin soal ini, dan alhasil kalimat 'ariel peterporn' pun jadi trending topic di twitter yang sebenernya sangat disayangkan kenapa malah gosip gapenting yang cuma jelekjelekin nama orang yang jadi trending topic dan bukannya #tolakdanaaspirasi yang jelas-jelas esensial yang jadi trending topic. but hell, who am i to judge all those people who busy gossiping about ariel since i do to because it is hard not to talk about this crazy event and it's even harder not to have comment about it...

but again, kalo menurut gue pribadi sih ya, it's not about the sex. ini bukan masalah si abang bernama bagai putri duyung menjajal shotgun nya kemana-mana, cos he can have sex with whoever he want even miss teen usa for all i care, so it's not about the sex, nor the partner switching or the fact he surely banged a LOT of hot chicks, ini bukan masalah sex nya. No, because what the hell, everyone have had sex or will have sex eventually, right? so what's the biggie about sex? So, no... it is not about the sex, tapi ini masalah YA TUHAN, ISENG BANGET SIH PAKE DIREKAM?
no, seriously, do you REALLY-REALLY need to tape it down everytime you shagged someone?
beneran deh, menurut gue dia ini iseng banget ngerekam- rekam dan moral cerita yang gue dapat setelah menonton video dia yang sama si mbak-mbak model iklan sabun adalah : si mas ini sungguh multi-tasking. kenapa gitu? karena meski lagi "sibuk" dia tetep konsen megangin kamera dan ngambil angle-angle mantap demi kejelasan adegan... sungguh luar biasa...

lalu, ditengah kericuhan dan kehebohan ini, muncul lah seorang dumbass yang ngakunya pengacara tapi lebih mirip tukang potong daging yang dengan gaul nya berkomentar kalau si abang dan si eneng yang ada di video ini harus ditindak pidana. dan bener aja lohhhh, kepolisian nampaknya menanggapi dan berniat menindak pidana si mas dan si mbak yang nasipnya sebenernya udah kasian banget ini.
buset deh, ini si pengacara slash tukang daging ini otaknya ngga pernah pulang kali ya? kemana-mana juga si abang putri duyung ini lah yang mustinya nuntut orang yang nyebarin, dan bukannya dituntut.
dan gue cuma mau bilang sama si pengacara tukang daging ini, "hey you f*rh*t, YOU CAN FUCK YOURSELF and stop mind other people business or you'll end up pathetically like roy sukro!" seriously, ngesok ngurusin orang bikin video untuk kepentingan pribadi padahal sendirinya sibuk kawin siri ke kanan ke kiri! do i have to buy you a mirror, you one hypocrite? and for all infotainment, just stop your ridiculous narration! that's just simply annoying, apalagi kalo yang bawain acara nya sok-sok misterius kayak lagi bawain acara dunia lain. mungkin mereka lebih cocok bawain acara infotainment alam maut... kenapa annoying? karena satu, gue nonton infotainment ngga mau ditakut-takutin sama muka presenternya yang belo bagai nahan boker sebulan atau dengan kalimat "akankah mereka dapat melewati semua ini?" yang nada nya sama kayak "akankah mereka lolos dari kandang singa ini?"
berasa paling bener dan membuat narasi- narasi menjebak while kita semua tau, infotainment are the worst!

dan please buat orang- orang diluar sana yang mendadak sok beragama dan sok bermoral sampe demo segala minta 3 orang terkait ini ditindak pidana, fuck you!
no, seriously... you guys act like you have no sin. sibuk demo ngurusin orang bikin sex tape sampe demo segala kayak orang kampung, berasa kayak ngga pernah nonton bokep aja lo semua!
and if, 3 orang ini atau siapapun yang punya kasus serupa bener- bener ditindak pidana, i should say that Indonesia is a freakin ridiculous! indonesia just hit it's bottom line! it is the new low and the new crazy memenjarakan orang karena having sex. dude, come on!
daripada sibuk ngurusin ini, mending lu urusin tuh pelecehan seksual di busway, atau pemerkosaan, atau apalah yang jelas lebih esensial ketimbang 2 (atau dikasus ini 3) orang yang sama-sama mau having sex.
well, God once said, "let him who is without sin cast the first stone..." (John 8:7) and i shall say it one more time, "let him/her who is without sex cast the first to judge..."

lastly,
gue nulis posting ini cuma iseng- iseng aja. semoga si mas bernama sama dengan putri duyung, mbak model iklan sabun, dan si mbak pembawa acara infotainment ini bisa melewati ini semua karena semua orang khilaf, semua orang juga bisa se-iseng ariel rekam- rekam, tapi sayangnya mereka aja yang sial.

Friday, June 4, 2010

MoZella - Hurry Up & Choose

We keep playing this game
where you catch my eye
and i look away
things don't seem to change
so i just fantasize
and make you mine
i could pass the time
but i don't have the mind
to let it go
and never know
so please just save me

i don't want to tear you two apart
and i don't want to trample on her heart
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose


sure they're other guys
and they treat me fine
but that's just not my style
if things were good at home
you wouldn't come to me
with those loving eyes
i could put in the time
to try and make you mine
but until you know what way to go
then i'll be waiting

i don't want to tear you two apart
and i don't want to trample on her heart
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose

i pretend that things are fine
you just never leave my mind
i don't know what's wrong with me
i guess i just want to believe
that i mean more to you

and that you mean what you say
and that we will be together one day


i don't want to tear you two apart
and i don't want to trample on her heart
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose

i don't want to tear you two apart
and i don't want to trample on her heart
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose

i don't want to tear you two apart
(but i'm gonna, if i hafta)
and i don't want to trample on her heart
(she's a good girl and she loves ya)
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose

MoZella - Let's Stop Calling It Love

this song's pretty much picture my current condition...

we are exactly what we are
let's disregard the talk of we're at and where we're going
Why pick it all apart
Its Just My heart
its just my heart

i started out with so much hope
but now its turned into a joke
I'll play along expect no promise
but while were at it let's be honest


let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
You're better off if i surrender
i give in you win whatever

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
Let it go you'll feel much better
i give in you win whatever

you know, you put on quite a show
you had me so
i can't believe i bought it
it took a minute but i caught it now

i guess i had a choice
boys will be boys, and this girl's annoyed

i started out with so much hope
but now its turned into a joke
I'll play along expect no promise
but while were at it let's be honest

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
You're better off if i surrender
i give in you win whatever

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
Let it go you'll feel much better
i give in you win whatever

I thought i could handle
a nice romantic scandal
but now i know i was fooling myself
i've seen how this story ends
we do not call ourselfs friends
i'd rather not pretend and use that word again


"talking"
(so he says, 'uh can i call you back later' so i said uh ok, 'alright later' and that was it)

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
You're better off if i surrender
i give in you win whatever

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
Let it go you'll feel much better
i give in you win you win you win

(making noises)

lets stop calling it love
lets stop calling it love
i give in you win whatever

 
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