please allow me to be sad

in this post i just want to say "please allow me to be sad this time."
i promise.
only this time.
gue janji se janji- janji nya gue sedih kali ini aja.
gue ngga bisa pretend that i'm fine right now.
biasanya gue selalu bisa ngga bersedih.but not this time.
i just want to be sad this time.
and all i want is just a hug.
a big hug that can cure all the pain.
can i have it???