MoZella - Hurry Up & Choose

We keep playing this game
where you catch my eye
and i look away
things don't seem to change
so i just fantasize
and make you mine
i could pass the time
but i don't have the mind
to let it go
and never know
so please just save me

i don't want to tear you two apart
and i don't want to trample on her heart
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose

sure they're other guys
and they treat me fine
but that's just not my style
if things were good at home
you wouldn't come to me
with those loving eyes
i could put in the time
to try and make you mine
but until you know what way to go
then i'll be waiting

i don't want to tear you two apart
and i don't want to trample on her heart
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose

i pretend that things are fine
you just never leave my mind
i don't know what's wrong with me
i guess i just want to believe
that i mean more to you
and that you mean what you say
and that we will be together one day

i don't want to tear you two apart
and i don't want to trample on her heart
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose

i don't want to tear you two apart
and i don't want to trample on her heart
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose

i don't want to tear you two apart
(but i'm gonna, if i hafta)
and i don't want to trample on her heart
(she's a good girl and she loves ya)
even if it takes awhile
i will make that time for you
but could you hurry up and choose

MoZella - Let's Stop Calling It Love

this song's pretty much picture my current condition...

we are exactly what we are
let's disregard the talk of we're at and where we're going
Why pick it all apart
Its Just My heart
its just my heart

i started out with so much hope
but now its turned into a joke
I'll play along expect no promise
but while were at it let's be honest

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
You're better off if i surrender
i give in you win whatever

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
Let it go you'll feel much better
i give in you win whatever

you know, you put on quite a show
you had me so
i can't believe i bought it
it took a minute but i caught it now
i guess i had a choice
boys will be boys, and this girl's annoyed

i started out with so much hope
but now its turned into a joke
I'll play along expect no promise
but while were at it let's be honest

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
You're better off if i surrender
i give in you win whatever

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
Let it go you'll feel much better
i give in you win whatever

I thought i could handle
a nice romantic scandal
but now i know i was fooling myself
i've seen how this story ends
we do not call ourselfs friends
i'd rather not pretend and use that word again

"talking"
(so he says, 'uh can i call you back later' so i said uh ok, 'alright later' and that was it)

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
You're better off if i surrender
i give in you win whatever

let's stop calling it love
let's stop calling it love
Let it go you'll feel much better
i give in you win you win you win

(making noises)

lets stop calling it love
lets stop calling it love
i give in you win whatever

Michelle Featherstone - Coffee and Cigarettes

rain outside.
pitch black room, only with a light from laptop's LCD.
sitting alone in silence, despite rainy sound outside.
too silent, decided to click iTunes, and play some music.
"coffee and cigarettes" by Michelle Featherstone was my choice. one of soundtrack from a very popular TV Series, One Tree Hill.

I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn't helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my pain would be in yesterday

I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday

But it's true
I'm still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit
I must quit
You

I thought that if I didn't go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn't go astray
Then all my pain would be in yesterday

But it's true
I'm still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit
I must quit
You

I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it's true
I'm still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit
I must quit
You

I must quit
I must quit
You

and i suddenly realize what i needed was quitting.
quitting rooting for better version of "our" story and start rooting for a new story for a better life...

Sebastian Pigott - Alien Like You

i'm in love with this song!
i first heard it when i watched "Being Erica", a canadian TV Series starring Erin Karpluk. it's quite nice series tho'.
and in their season 2, episode 5, one of tha cast Kai (Sebastian Piggot, a member of Piggot Brothers, a Canadian Rock Star) sang this song. and after that on their twelve episode, Kai sang it again.
here's the scene of it, i took it from youtube..





and here's the lyrics of it.. (and yes, there's a slight different words from the first clip and the other.. and pardon me if there's a mistake because i get this lyrics by listening the song over and over again and write it down..)

I know what your feeling
It's hard to believe in
that home must be millions
and billions of light years away
so let the stars align
let the water make wine
cause broken souls would become home tonight
oh tonite
we know its right so...

lift your eyes and let me in
cause baby Im an alien, like you
will you ever let me be, alien.... with you

Aren't you tired of running
from what your becoming
the truth is its useless there's nowhere to go its not going to find you
so let the heavens flare
let's not be scared
we know love is a world above this one
it's like the sun

lift your eyes and let me in
cause baby Im an alien, like you
will you ever let me be, an alien.... with you

Demi Lovato - Here We Go Again

I throw all of your stuff away,
then i clear you out of my head.
I tear you out of my heart, and ignore all your messages.
I tell everyone we are through,
'cause I'm so much better without you

But it's just another pretty lie
'cause i break down
every time you come around!

ah-oh-ah-oh

So how did you get here, under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in!
Should’ve known better, been trying to let you, go
'cause here we go, go, go again!

Hard as I try, I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive
we’re falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know,
'cause here we go, go, go again!

You never know what you want, and you never say what you mean,
but I start to go insane,every time that you look at me
you only hear half of what I say,
and you’re always showing up too late!
and I know that i should say goodbye, but it's no use,
cant be with or without you!

ah-oh-ah-oh

So how did you get here, under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in!
Should’ve known better, been trying to let you, go
'cause here we go, go, go again!

Hard as I try, I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive
we’re falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know,
'cause here we go, go, go again!

Again
And again
and again
and again
and again
and again

I threw all of your stuff away,
and I cleared you out of my head
and I tore you out of my heart!

ah-oh-ah-oh
ah-oh-ah-oh

So how did you get here, under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in!
Should’ve known better, been trying to let you, go
'cause here we go, go, go again!

Hard as I try, I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive
we’re falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know,
'cause here we go, go..

Here we go again!
here we go again!

Should’ve known better, been trying to let you, go
'cause here we go, go, go again!

again

and again and again and again...

sepotong lagu dari piki

If you see me walking down the street and I start to cry each time we meet
Walk on by
Make believe that you dont see the tears
Just let me grieve in private
Cause each time I see you, I break down and cry
Cause I just can't get over losing you
And if I seem broken and blue
Foolish pride, that's all that I have left
Let me hide the tears and the sadness that you gave me when you said goodbye
Just walk on by
Said you really wanna go
Baby, leave me never see this tears I cry

abdul and the coffee theory - bodoh untuk setia

mungkin aku memang cemburu
padanya yang tlah memenangkanmu
namun kuselalu, uwoo...
berharap untuk dirimu kembali padaku... lagi...
selalu... kutunggu...

sering kali
engkau mendua
tetap saja ada maaf dariku
namun ku tak bisa, uwoo..
walau hanya untuk membencimu
sedikit... saja...
walau ku... terluka...

*biarkan kunikmati
rasa cinta ini
walau bertubi kau acuhkan aku
ku masih tetap setia

**biar orang bicara
kau tak layak dicinta
namun tak sanggup ku kehilanganmu
ku bodoh untuk setia..

--

aihhh lagu ini gila banget sih congggg!!!!!!!!!!!
gue is JATUH CINTA BANGET DEH SAMA ABDUL & THE COFFEE COMPANY!!!

abdul and the coffee theory - proses melupakan mu

senin tiga januari
kucoba menyingkirkan semua benda kenangan yang kudapat darimu.
slasa kukumpulkan semua teman- temanku
dan kubuat hari ini yang terindah bagiku.

*namun tetap ku tak mampu melupakan dirimu,
dan bayangmu masih saja hantui aku.
itulah proses ku,
itulah proses ku,
itulah proses ku, melupakanmu...

rabu aku menunggu
kabar dari diri mu,
kamis kucoba mencarimu,
namun kau tak dimana.
jumat aku putuskan ini hari terakhirku,
bagiku untuk meratapi kamu.

*namun tetap ku tak mampu melupakan dirimu,
dan bayangmu masih saja hantui aku.
itulah proses ku,
itulah proses ku,
itulah proses ku, melupakanmu...

Dan ku tak mampu
menjalani semua
hari- hari tanpa mu.
Dan aku tak tau
apa yang kulakukan
'tuk dapat melupakan kamu.

Sabtu minggu kumencoba mencari penggantimu
namun kau masih yang terbaik untuk aku..
itulah proses ku,
itulah proses ku,
itulah proses ku, melupakan mu...

Lady GaGa - Poker Face

Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em’ like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em’ let em’ hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he’s been hooked I’ll play the one that’s on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I’ll get him hot, show him what I’ve got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I’ll get him hot, show him what I’ve got

Can’t read my,
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can’t read my
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you’re with me I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it’s love if it’s not rough it isn’t fun, fun

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I’ll get him hot, show him what I’ve got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I’ll get him hot, show him what I’ve got

Can’t read my,
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can’t read my
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I won’t tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I’m bluffin’ with my muffin
I’m not lying I’m just stunnin’ with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I’m marvelous

Can’t read my,
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can’t read my
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)

Can’t read my,
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can’t read my
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)

Can’t read my,
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can’t read my
Can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

Malaikat juga tahu- dewi lestari

Lelahmu jadi lelahku juga
Bahagiamu bahagiaku juga
Berbagi takdir kita selalu
Kecuali tiap kau jatuh hati

Kali ini hampir habis dayaku
Membuktikan padamu ada cinta yang nyata
Setia hadir setiap hari
Tak tega biarkan kau sendiri

Meski seringkali kau malah asyik sendiri
Karena kau tak lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Hampamu tak kan hilang semalam
Oleh pacar impian
Tetapi kesempatan untukku yang mungkin tak sempurna
Tapi siap untuk diuji
Kupercaya diri
Cintaku yang sejati

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Kau selalu meminta terus kutemani
Engkau selalu bercanda andai wajahku diganti
Relakan ku pergi
Karna tak sanggup sendiri

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu Aku kan jadi juaranya

ngga tau kenapa gue suka banget lagu ini...

Sinead O'Connor-Nothing Compares To You

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues
'Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you

I went to the doctor guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said boy you better try to have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool
'Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

All the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
'Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

sitting, waiting, wishing

dan gue suka banget lagu ini.....

Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But its my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But its not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well im already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting

Well if I was in your position
Id put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
No I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool

always on my mind

kira- kira apa yang lu rasain kalo ada cowo yang pernah menyakiti lu sangad hebat nyanyiin lagu ini ke elu???
*ngareppppppp*

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your
Sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Satisfied

Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind