Friday, October 31, 2008


"I just wanna thank you..
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for treated me like a robot with no HEART FEELING..
Thanks for what u did to make me happy as I always do when I got your text or phone call..
Thanks for the revenge..u did a great revenge..i admit that i lose..
Thanks for making me realize that im not the good one to be loved..
Thanks for the lesson you gave,lesson learned..
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know that we were done
I’m sorry that I’ve hurted u in past..
I’m sorry that Im late to realize how much I love you..
I’m sorry for everything I’ve done that you don’t want me to..
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be..
You were everything that I wanted..
I will never ever hate you..
Don’t tell me you’re sorry,’coz you’re not..
Don’t apologize if you don’t mean it..
Coz it hurts!
U don’t even care that you hurt me..
U didn’t love me enough..
I don’t understand what u want me to..
I’m falling for know it is true..
And the last thing I want you to know..
For your good,
If there’s something inside me that annoyed you,
Don’t leave me in doubt..
Coz u always do the same..
U came to my life,makes my life seems COMPLETED then you went away..
With no words..
U leave me here alone..
I can’t handle this..
I don’t know what I have to do..
Rebuilt my BROKEN life or let it be..
i thought u were really sorry,I tought u were changed..
and I was happy for that..
but in fact..
I’ve got the same..
I don’t even care of what people say about you..
But u disappointed me..
Is it not enough that I’ve given to you?
Isn’t it?
I just want these words to make things right..
I’ve forgiven you before u asked me to...
Its true..
And I want you to know that
I keep my promises to you..
Thanks for all.."

tulisan seorang sahabat yang rasa- rasanya hampir bisa jadi apa yang semua cewe mau bilang ke orang yang bener- bener hurt them the most.mungkin juga termasuk gue....
kita terkadang takut buat nanya apa yang kita mau tau karena takut kecewa sama jawaban yang kita dapet.
terkadang kita terlalu pengecut buat sekedar bertanya akan apa yang sebenernya terjadi karena takut jawabannya hanya akan menegaskan betapa terlalu tingginya ekspektasi yang udah kita set.
dan terkadang kita hanya berdiam diri buat nunggu keberanian itu dateng.
get up, darling...
that sort of thing like braveness not came by itself. you have to create it. you have to build your own braveness...
and she did it.she try to create her own braveness and write that letter.
she can do we.

p.s : je.te. i believe we can do this.wahahahha....


Anonymous said...

pas nulis ga tlalu sedih..kok dibaca lagi jd sedih ya..:')

Anonymous said...

waswesweoswasweswosssssssss..udahhhh..ini surat terakhir yahh.gak boleh ada surat2 message something lagi..

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