Wednesday, December 9, 2009

love is hardcore

gue ngga pernah percaya sama yang namanya cinta- cinta an...
ngga pernah juga percaya love does exist...
buat gue cinta itu cuma sekeranjang penuh kebohongan. sebuah kata yang diciptakan sama pujangga roman klasik jaman dulu supaya kisah dongeng mereka jadi laku.
cinta itu ngga lebih dari sekedar phrase penuh ke-klise-an.
i never believe in love.
never believe love does exist.
never ever think that i will fall in love one day.
never ever think, even in my wildest dream, i will love someone...

but apparently, i was wrong.
love does exist...
maybe i'm not fall in love with anyone right now...
but i love someone.
i always love that person.
i thought i don't believe in love because i never fell in love.
but the truth is...
i do loving someone this whole time.
i do fall in love. fall deeply in love...
and the reason why i never fall in love with another person because i'm in love for this whole time... i'm in love till i forget how to love anyone else but him.
i'm so in love till i, my self didn't realize that i love him that much...
i'm so in love till i even forget how to love myself...

and love,
is a crappy thing.
it's not bullshit. but indeed it's full of shit...
to love is to sacrifice.
to sacrifice is to feel pains.
feel pain is to feel fearless about fear...

love is anything but nothing.
i still don't think there is a happy ending for any kind of love story.
i still don't think there were a happy ending for love.
cos love doesn't need sweet romantic romance, nor pure heart like an angel.
love is hardcore.
love is something that require sacrifices.
it's not an angelic pure heart that you need, but a box full of sacrifices. a box full of brave heart.
because love indeed not a sweet softy comfy things.
it's rough, hard, hurting, hardcore, uncomfortable, crazy, fool, but insanely gracious in the same time...

1 comments:

Willy & Jonih said...

Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.

 
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